On Quitting

I just finished Carol Reardon’s “Launch The Intruders,” a history of VA-75’s 1972 deployment to the Vietnam War. During the course of the cruise, two or three crewmen turned in their wings. Here’s the thing.  Flight duty is strictly voluntary. No one can make you climb into the plane. You can turn in your wings,…

I just finished Carol Reardon’s “Launch The Intruders,” a history of VA-75’s 1972 deployment to the Vietnam War.

During the course of the cruise, two or three crewmen turned in their wings. Here’s the thing.  Flight duty is strictly voluntary. No one can make you climb into the plane. You can turn in your wings, and that’s that. When the crewman turned in their wings, the squadron would strive to get them off the boat as quickly as possible, and sent back home. 

What’s interesting is why the pilots turned in their wings.  One guy, while scared, admitted that dying would be bad, but worse would be killing his bombadier navigator sitting next to him. The B/N is just along for the ride, so to speak, as he doesn’t have any flight controls.

Reaction from the rest of the squadron was interesting. As long as the guy turning in his wings wasn’t displaying abject cowardice, they tended to be fairly understanding, and didn’t utterly shun them.

In the Infantry, a guy that didn’t pull his weight was shunned. Hard. Falling out on a road march absent severe symptoms of heat exhaustion, whining about your load, not wanting to take your turn at the hard tasks… those things will cost you a great deal. And the Infantry is a very social organization. Losing your standing there will make your life miserable.

In early 1991, your humble scribe was deployed in a mechanized Infantry company with the 1st Armored Division as a part of Desert Shield/Desert Storm.

Sometime after the air war started,  but before the ground offensive began, one of our troops suddenly decided he was a conscientious objector, and could not find it in himself to fight. There were a handful of incidents similar to this in units stateside facing deployment. And in our ranks, they were met with universal scorn. How contemptible to back out of an obligation freely assumed.

But in the case of our sudden conscientious objector, things were a little different. He didn’t want to go home. He didn’t want to avoid the battle. He just didn’t want to shoot at anyone.

Rather than involve the massive bureaucracy of the Army, involving written statements, interviews, the Judge Advocate General, and who knows what else, the company commander simply said, “Fine.”  Our man handed his weapon over to the supply sergeant, and spent the rest of the deployment riding in the CO’s Humvee, a vehicle who’s armor consisted of canvas doors. He never once tried to get out of a work detail, or secure a position of greater safety or comfort.

I was at first annoyed with the man. But eventually, while I never fully understood his motives, decided I could not shun him.

No real point to this. Just thought I’d share.

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  1. SFC Dunlap 173d RVN

    Hackshaw Ridge all over. Had a Supply Sergeant (SSG) who after retiring told me he had been a C.O. his whole career. Did everything/anything for his unit, just couldn’t “launch bullets.” That’s pretty much my idea of a C.O.

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  2. Paul L. Quandt

    Thanks for the post.
    Paul L. Quandt

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  3. Joe Bar

    You should look up how the British treated bomber aircrew that refused to fly. “Lack of moral fiber.”
    As opposed to how the US treated them. We were much nicer.

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  4. John in Philly

    I was working a summer job for the state of Pennsylvania in ’66 and ran across several COs that were working with the mentally handicapped in lieu of the draft. Even at the age of 16 it didn’t take long to see the difference between the COs that were honest in their convictions, and the one exception that was a draft dodger.

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  5. Quartermaster

    Everywhere I’ve been in the military and as a military dependent, those who did not carry their weight were shunned. On the ship and in a Tank were the places that I saw this demonstrated most strongly.

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  6. Esli

    I had a clown medic go AWOL just before we deployed to Iraq in ’03. His dad made him come back a day or two before we flew. He dragged his feet and generally sucked at everything. I tried to rehab him but he even failed when we were bringing real casualties into the aid station. About this time he figured out that he was a failure at life and tried to OD on Tylenol which can really mess you up. I made the medics leave him sitting in a chair in the aid station and do nothing so everyone else could see him let everybody down (and watch him so he wouldn’t try killing himself again). I was just going to chapter him out after a couple AR15s so I took him to brigade legal in Baghdad one day and he about died (of fear) when a local stepped onto the sidewalk and fired a celebratory burst of AK magazine into the air. Despite my generous plan to just kick him out and take his benefits, the day i switched out of command, he punched either the medical PL or PSG and the new CDR went ahead and court martialed him. Funny thing, we had a conversation in about June of 03 in which he told me that he just thought the whole Iraq thing was going to wind up blowing up in our faces, which is why he had gone AWOL. Guess he knew what he was talking about…..even if it meant sacrificing any shred of respect anybody had ever had for him.

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  7. SFC Dunlap 173d RVN

    OUTSTANDING esli!!!!!!

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